how i wish this is all a bad dream. i wish i could wake up from this dream and do all the things i wish i did.some of the things that i wish i did.
whenever i spent time with you, i wish i could hug you everytime before i leave.
but i didnt, i thought i had my whole lifetime to do this. trying to keep it for special occasions but it was my mistake.
at times, when i look into your eyes i wish i could tell you how much i love you.
but i said nothing.
when you wink at me the time when i told you it has no effect on me, and you stop. i wish you would do that often
but i made you stop. i was too shy to admit that i was blushing inside. how i wish you could do that often.
once, i could have just skip my training and went out with you as we hadnt spend time for a long time.
but instead, i went for my training.
the most important thing that i wish i did is to love you as if tomorrow never comes.some of the things i missthe feeling of being embraced
the security
the feeling of being coax
eating pudding together
the most important thing that i miss the most is the feeling of being lovewhen you love someone, never hesitate to tell your loved ones about some of the things that you hide from them. appreciate everything you loved ones did for you even if its just opening the door for you. most important thing, love them as if tomorrow never come. you'll never know what might happen. life is full of uncertainties.