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this is purely random.
we are at the library, supposedly to revise but end up craping. LOL!!!~
what do you expect, soooo stressed out with studies. year two can really bleed you dry.
what do you feel like doing/eating/craving at that particular point of time???
bala: mee goreng at Johore
asmin: karaoke-ing
nina: eating plain chocolate ice-cream
me: eating seafood
*utterly randomness*
IVP is nearing and i've been experienceing alot of injuries which started to worry me for the first time. i've sprained my ankle twice in a day, new record, blue black patches around my left leg. recently i fell off my bed and hit something hard on the floor, CHEEK first. now i have a huge blue black patch on it. *sigh*
alot been going on and i hardly have time to rest. i just dont know what is stoping me. i thought i was doing great. when i started to think again, im actually not. i put in sooo much effort, time and made lots of sacrifices that affect my life tremendously. YET, now im giving up??? am i?? why am i feeling this?? it shouldnt have crossed my mind, not now. why now??? *sigh*
this thursday there will be sparring session and a so-called selection for sparring category in IVP. i have to admit, im SERIOUSLY not prepared. in the first place how would i know im prepared. GOD!!~ this is really killing me. once a friend told me, you dont have passion for this but why do you still give effort. honestly, i have NO IDEA.
i seriously need REST!!!!~
can i???
1 month to IVP...
please give me the strength that i need to overcome these ordeals. i barely have the faith to carry on.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
this is a late entry.
school wasnt the same again. apart from the friends that im with and the environment, studying has been increasingly challenging. since when studying is easy especially if you are in a fact-based course. you cant smoke around. if you have the wrong facts means its wrong. and the fact that its challeging makes you stress out when its only the beginning. *sigh*
life is a challege, in many ways. school days will never be the same again.
training for IVP can be SUPER tiring. injuries are inevitable. suffering from back pain, ankle giving me problem, right toe hurts BIG time. on thw whole my whole bady is aching. well, cant complaint much as this is what i decide to commit to.
Randomness,
"convincing myself dat it was just a phase"
*sigh*
Sunday, April 22, 2007
konnichiwa!!~
this is a long entry sooo yea. i hope it doesnt bore you as there are pictures to view. we went to JB on the 12 of April. this was what happen...
so lets see. we met up at woodlands mrt station at 1030am. well, i came a little late and saw azhar and umar running somewhere. tried to follow them but they just went off. so i didnt bother that much and find a place to sit and wait for bala and asmin. later they came back with cheeseballs. LOL!!~
around 11am, bala and asmin arrive and just in time, bus 950 came and we board it. took some pics in the bus. when we arrive at singapore custom, i didnt know i can just scan my passort and thumbprint until umar tell me. it was my first time and its way efficient. i dont have to wait for that long queue. we then proceed to malaysia custom, after all of us cleared the custom, bala was called up by the officer. after a few minutes, he was released. guess what was the problem? his passport expiring in a month time. silly guy, bala.
*smilling away while waiting for bala and asmin
*in 950 otw to check point. ^SMILE!!!~
*come on bala, dont be shy to look at the camera
*1, 2 LETS GO!!!~ JB here i come!!!~
we head on to city square after changing some money. walked around for awhile before heading to the cinema to catch some malaysian movie that is not in singapore. i happened to chance upon this push cart that sells anime stuffs and a whole lot of korean actors pictures. and guess what i saw, a death note necklace which was super awesome!!!~ and it doesnt cost me much. How great can it be!!!~ so we continue our way to the cinema and to our surprise, there were a lot of people!!~ and it was because wednesday Movie Day and the ticket is RM6 than usual RM9 or 10. we decide to watch...
"Jangan Pandang Belakang" Don't look back in english.
*just walking around City Square. ^EXCITED!!!~
*stop by at this bridal stall and glance through some wedding photos. LOL!!!~ our intention was to take photo.
After buying ourselves some popcorns and hotdogs, it was showtime and we head off to the hall. OH, i forgot to mention that the cashier for the snack booth look exactly like *&^%. so azhar, being cheeky, as him if he knows *&^%. LOL!!~ it was sooo HILARIOUS!!!~ im sorry i had to disclose the name. moving on, the seat was way better than singapore as it has head support. Overall, the movie was a BLAST!!~ It was funny and scary. Let me elaborate. we actually played guessing game. e.g. we tried to guess where the ghost would appear and such. sad to say, 20% of our guesses were true, that means the movie was AWESOME!!!~ further more the sound effect and the timing scared the hell out of us till asmin had to put the popcorn across his face. LOL!!~ sorry asmin. bala was sitting low. azhar, i dont know what his reaction was as i was a little far from him. and umar, it seems that he was fine and he can still laugh. as for me, you dont want to know. go figure!!~ LOL!!~ there was one of the scene whereby the bomoh performs an exorcism and he used boiled corn as the medium to expel the spirit out of the body and plant it. after the movie, we re-enact that scene with our unfinished popcorn. LOL!!~ Umar acted out as the bomoh and said exactly the same thing, couldnt believe he can still remember the line, and plant the popcorn in my bag. of all places, my bag. *diao*
after the movie, we went for food hunting. wanted to go local and eat at the warong but we couldnt find one and ended up at Marrybrown. we sat at this swinging chair near the window. the first thing that caught our eyes was the jukebox!!!~ it was sooo old school!!!~ instead of ordering food, we decide to choose a song. LOL!!~ took us awhile to pick a song and ended up, i punched in the wrong number and it played Avil Lavigne, Im With You, if im not wrong, instead of Nelly's song which i forgot the lyrics. HAHA!!~ after ordering, azhar and bala wasnt satisfied and decide to choose another 2 songs. CRAZY!!~ one of the song was, of course, Nelly song and the other was Hindustan song. LOL!!!~
*azhar and bala at the jukebox
*better than KFC, no???
*dont mind the weird expression.
*bala, u look tired. come on, its just the starting!!!~
after having our lunch, we took a cab to Angsana. since the cab cant accomodate 5 people, we had to split. azhar and bala one cab and umar, asmin and me in the other. upon reaching, we made our way up to karaoke. stop by a few shops to see shoes and amazingly the shoes there are really a good bargain. sooo wanna get the everlast shoe. we changed our money to one RM coins and i bet you, we spent around more than RM10 just for it. we sang alot of songs. from jiwang songs to old school songs like i will survive, heal the world, some backstreet boys song. was effing exhilirating!!! we sing our lungs out. OH!!~ we enjoy singing one of the senario song. it goes like this,
"Toleh Kanan, Toleh Kiri, Toleh Depan Tapi Bukan Belakang"
i was laughin the whole time because we made funny dance move. azhar is sooo good at it. LOL!!~ i didnt know Bala was actually singing with us. OH!!~ he sang I'll Survive and Achi Achi Buka Pintu. SUBARASHII!!!~ LOL!!!~
After the singing-your-lungs-out karaoke session, we went BOWLING!!!~
it was bala's first time and you can imagine where the ball roll to. LOL!!~ but later on, he manage to get the flow. for a first timer, he really picks up fast. well, i was leading. maybe it was my luck that i had 2 consecutive strike!!!~ how cool can that be!!~ LOL!!~ but i came up short, umar beat my score in the end. was a close match he won the overall game.
*some random photo while waiting for their turn to bowl
*more random photo
*green ranger
*yellow ranger
*red ranger
*pink ranger
*orange ranger. is there??? LOL!!!~
*not the final score 
*we're done
*SHOES!!!~
After the bowling session, we went to buy Dunkin Donut. theres no DD stall in Singapore so you really have to buy and EAT IT!!~ After buying, we took a cab and head back to City Square. 
*there are actually on a stage and did a funny pose!!!~ LOL!!~
this incident shocked the hell out of azhar. as we arrive, we forget to tell each other where is our meeting place. we alighted at different place and we were sooo worried that we might get lost and not meet each other again. we couldnt call as our phones doesnt have auto-rooming. asmin and umar suggested that we wait for them at the taxi stand where we took the cab to Angsana and wait. soon enough, bala appeared. thanks to our wonderful tshirt colour, we manage to identify each other. what a relieve. azhar was sooo afraid that we might get lost and not get home.
after a long day, we had our dinner at some warong. it was nice!!~ ate some local food and after a good dinner, we bought some chewing gum and head back to Singapore. it was such a tiring day. oh, umar's bag was checked and asmin was body searched by the police. but nothing happened, we didnt bring in illegal stuff. cigarettes, DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!!~ LOL!!~ asmin dropped off first as he was having a flu. LOL!!~ this is a weird fact about him. everytime we go out, the following day, he'll be sick. WEIRD EH!!!~ so left bala, umar, azhar and myself. we ate our Dunkin Donut somewhere near Woodlands MRT bicycle park. took some pictures crap alot and went home.
*otw home. tired faces
*Dunkin Donut!!!!~ WEEEHOO!!!~
*some of the things we bought there!!!~
*this is the unfinish popcorn!!!~ LOL!!~
*what were you thinking!!~
what a long day!!~ and yes, a LONG entry. i could only remember this few things and if i missed out some part im sorry. i have STM. so yeah!~ thats our 1st JB trip!!~
jah neh!!!~
Sunday, April 15, 2007
konnichiwa!!!!school starting tomorrow!!!!im excited as well as worried. excited to meet new friends. worried about my studying. i wonder how my team mates will turn out to be. im a little bit paranoid about my studying. yeah, i admit im weird. 
Here i come!!~ cant wait for lab work. till then, jah neh!!~
Thursday, April 12, 2007
This is the lyrics for Elliot Yamin, Wait For You. Enjoy.
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
Bridge-
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
Chorus-
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
Verse 2-
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Bridge-
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]
Bridge-
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for youIf it's the last thing i do
[Chorus]
I'll Be Waiting...
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 山下 智久!!!! 
Okay i know im late by a day BUT that doesnt mean i forget about him.i wonder how his celebration was?well, no matter how it went, i hope he had a blast!!~anyway, today was great!!~went to tapa house and had a movie marathonwatched Waterboy, Drumline and White Chick.half-way through we pause for awhile. someone was hungry, so we cooked ourself scrambled egg. oh and farah, tapa and g's friend was there too. shes nice. =)so yeah, tomorrow training at 12pm. we have to come up with our windbreaker design, which i have not done it, and goals for IVP. i wonder what i get myself into. sigh.till then. jah neh!!~
Sunday, April 08, 2007
konnichiwa
its been awhile. before i start my entry, there is a request from Raja Asyraf.
.:asyraf:.*^"I'm Famous In Italy"*^..
started the week with a bad note. had this nauseating feeling the whole night. didnt sleep the whole day. was in the toilet the whole time. its said that when you have this feeling, its best to vomit but i was too afraid to do so. tried other ways to ease the feeling but wasnt successful. i was sooo petrified to do so that i had to tear myself to vomit. by then, it was 5plus in the morning and i felt a little better. slept for awhile till 6am, prayed and went back to sleep. well, it was more of a nap.
8am, i had to prepare myself for my cousin's solemnisation at ROMM. the solemnisation went well, and my aunt invited us for lunch at arab street. soon did i realise that i had a swollen throat. didnt eat that much and off i went for my training. i came late though. my dad ask me to take 960 from bugis to woodlands. i insist but he kept pestering me to take it. didnt want to disappoint him, i took the bus that lead me to many wonderful memories. teared myself to sleep. well, didnt sleep that long as i was worried it wouldnt reach woodlands. kept myself awake by thinking of many things till i finally reach woodlands.
training was okay. i fell once as i lose control of myself. had that nauseating feeling again but it wasnt that bad. had some blackout moments but i managed to snap out of it, luckily. after training, took a short nap around 20-30mins while the rest was talking crap.
so yeah, a bad start for last week.
nevertheless, it wasnt bad the whole week, met up with the BESTIES!!!~ accompany helmi for his dental appointment. after that walked to chinatown, in search of McDonald. found some interesting thing. the street was names "Mosque Street" but it sells bak kwa and was filled with non-halal coffeeshops. contradicting huh?? after G had his lunch at McDonald, we head of to Vivo where we chilled out, sing songs and ate donut. LOL!!!~
*Vinco is the name
*Donuts!!!~
*It was a chilling good time... The ever "fierce" G and the ever "weird" Helmi.
Dont mind the weird expression of his. This is Helmi and hes always weird but nice. =)
This is Akmal. He is always thinking. LOL!!~
During the outing he had a quote: "One Day..."
Let me recall why i said so.
He said:
One day, lets watch movie at Vivo.
One day, lets walk home from town.
One day, lets walk, cycle, take the monorail to sentosa. *He prefers walking though.
One day, lets go to the zoo. *Hes going with his CMM friends though
One day, lets go on a cruise.
G suggested that we go Hong Kong while i suggested we go Japan when we are already working and Akmal's reply was something like dont think far, why not go Johor first, one day.
And many more, ONE DAY, which i fail to recall.
Apart from that, he was having mood swing i presume. Kept "scolding" people, more like raising his voice for no reason and its always funny as either G or Helmi will say "Sorry ah bang". LOL!!!~ 
And again, dont mind his weird expression. This is G. because of his name, we had this conversation, "Why do we call you G?" And it went on to why we call Helmi, miE Akmal, mal Azfar, tapa me, Mary and all of our other friends which had nick names thats not even close to their original name. they came up with lots of stupid reasonings and stories which were hilarious.
This is Tapa. We share something in common. Jap artist!!~ He is always crazy about Gackt, Tetsu and Hyde. He was the most well dressed among us. He made all of us look like a total slacker. He was sooo nicely dressed!!~ I was shocked at his dressing after sooo long not meeting him. He looks great except for the bow tie at the back of his vest!!~ 
*Group photo w/o akmal as he was the cameraman.
The day ended up by having dinner at Eunos as we had to accompany Akmal to his aunts house to take some food. Took bus 21. it was super crowded and we were at the entrace. usually the light at the entrace door will shut and guess what, when the light suddenly went off, we made some noise that was super funny!!!~ As if we were shocked.
So yeah, what a week. Hope this last week of school holiday will be a better one. i think this is one long entry. Till then.
Jah ne!!~
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i was supposed to sleep early but i just cant help thinking about some of the conversation i had earlier.
nevertheless, i had fun today. played badminton with Azhar, Asmin and Mai. tried calling the rest but to no avail. after much body aching badminton lesson, not because of the tiredness playing badminton but the funny moments that was demonstrated by the ever belo, Mai. LOL!!!~ at around 2.30pm, we went swimming. wohooo!!! mai went off 1st as she had made some arrangements herself. left us three. well, we talked alot, and i mean alot!!~ anything under the sky. somehow, i feel im sooo much closer to them now.
oH!!~ im E35D!!!!~ Same class as Marcus!!!! Thank god!!!!~ At least i know someone in class. so far, every class im in, i'll at least know 1 person. not bad.
due to excitement, i forgot what i wanted to blog about. but well, i did blog about something.
till then, jah ne!!~
Randomness~
*Pierre andre
well, hes not that handsome but i just like the way he speaks. very soft spoken and polite. =))
*AND HER!!! *Fasha
Sunday, April 01, 2007
ARGH!!!!!!!!~
NOOOO!!!!!~
*shattered dreams*
Pierre Andre going out with Fasha Sandha, whatever the spelling is.
*depressed*
Found this out while watching Melodi - TV3, a show whereby reporters interview Malaysian artist about their controversy, gossip and ... to find out the "truth" from them. A summary of what is going on between Pierre Andre and Fasha Sandha. There was a saying that he was "drunk" and went out of a club with Fasha. Reporter interview Pierre Andre and he said that he wasnt drunk and bla bla bla. Thats not the important part. The important part is whereby he admit that he and Fasha are getting to know each other and they are VERY, i repeat, VERY CLOSE!!!!! And guess what, Fasha admits it too.
Well, let them be. Celebrity relationship wouldnt last long. Look at Era and Yusry or even Nurul and Ajai. They are the most loving couple i've seen yet still divorce.
haHAHAHAH!!!~
i complain like as if i want to marry him. Fan girl mah!~ What do you expect!!
Its okay, i still have my yamapi.
<3
*its better if you hope for something that can never come than hoping for something that MAY come, as it tends to hurt more