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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
awesome-ness!!!~
8:50 PM

i just had to blog about today.
i had the best time of my life!!!~
SHOPPING!!!~

it wasnt plan at all. just happened to past by takashimaya and there is a SALE!!!~
SPORTS FAIR!!!~
OMG!!!~
they sell bags, shirts, shoes.
From Everlast, Converse, Kappa, Gola and etc.
I wanted to buy Everlast ladies jacket but it was not what i was looking for.
I am in need of bag and wanted a long sleeve tshirt.
In the end bought Kappa bag and an Everlast long sleeve tshirt.
Not forgetting, i was in need of shoes!!!~ Wanted to buy Lee Cooper pump shoe but in the end bought Everlast pump shoe!!!~

I felt sooo happy!!!~ Since all these were in my most wanted things to buy. I spent it all well!!!~ I feel great when i spent my money wisely. =)

after which, watch movie 4bia. at first, i thought there were no nice movie to watch. so yeah, played arcade for awhile and after which happened to come across 4bia. Its a ghost story. Viewers choice i think. so why not go ahead and watch it.

the show consists of 4 different shows. Even though they are not link, all of them are GREAT shows.

Happiness (Thai title: Ngao/Lonliness; directed by Youngyooth Thongkonthun) : A young woman, stuck in her apartment thanks to the cast on her leg, communicates with the outside world via cell phone and text messages. She begins receiving text messages from a stranger, who seems friendly enough, and there’s no reason for her to read between the lines when he mentions that he’s currently dwelling somewhere “cramped.” After sending the mysterious stranger her picture, things become spooky.

Tit for Tat (Directed by Paween Purikitpanya) : Imagine a childish payback like writing a joke about your friend's parents on the blackboard. Then imagine a payback of vocational schoolboys who curse people they hate on a deadly charm. Let's see how excruciating these curses will bring to the table and the bloody time is on to kills everyone who fact this event.

In The Middle (Directed by Banjong Pisanthanakun) : On a remote camping trip through a lonely jungle, four teenagers begin to tell ghost stories to entertain themselves. Eventually, the young men become frightened by their own stories and fight over who gets to sleep in the middle of the tent which they believe, is the safest and most secure spot to sleep...or so they think.

The Last Fright (Directed by Parkpoom Wongpoon) : Flight attendent Pim, goes aboard an airliner on a charter flight for the Princess of Khurkistan. What was supposed to be an ordinary flight turns into something tragic when the princess forms an allergic reaction to something she ate. After the royal house of Khurkistan requests that her body be sent back immediately for cremation, Pim (Chermarn Boonyasak) is required to remain on the plane and escort the body - the only passenger - for the return flight.

Some description of the four different shows. no doubt that all of the are the best but to me the most funniest is "In the Middle". i was laughing the whole time watching it. i was funny yet scary. i dont understand how these two different feeling can exist. haHA!!~ The scariest would be "The Last Fright". i wouldnt want to be in her situation. its the last thing you want. its sooooo scary!!!~ haHA!!!~ i recommend this show if you got no other great shows to watch. i would want to consider buyin a dvd. den can watch with the girlfriends if can. LOL!!!~


Thursday, August 07, 2008
bye
4:17 PM

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

From: Mariah Carey
Album: E=MC2
Title: Bye Bye


Wednesday, August 06, 2008
happiness, no?
6:01 PM

hey,

here again with my random thought(s). i was just wondering, is it wrong for someone to chase for one's happiness.

its been awhile since i felt the true meaning of happiness. well, happiness can mean a lot of things. for me, i just want to be ME. not being someone im not. speaking of which, let me share something about me.

  • i freaked out when i get lost. seriously. once i tried to go town, i was nearly lost, but thanks to "my pillion", we managed to get to the place.
i teared for a moment, thats how freaked out i was. paranoid i must say.

  • im a perfectionist. cant deny that. whenever i do things, i make sure i dont screw it up, even though i had to do things i dont agree upon or dont like. if i screw it up, i get all cranky.
some might not understand, so when they bug me about stuff, i tend to express my anger out to them.
its just me. i just want the best not just a mere okay.


  • im friendly and nice but shy. if you get to know me better, i can be very fun. haHA. not trying to promote myself.
when i was in kindergarten, there is this fat guy. everyone like to bully him. saying hes fat and all. he was so lonely. he didnt even do anything harmful to deserve such treatment. one day, i decide to talk to him. it was incredible, i made him happy. he is really a nice guy. imagine if your kindergarten life is as such. you would be dreadful for the rest of your life, thinking why people like to pick on you just because you are fat. there are a lot of reason why someone is fat. dont blame them for being as such. no one is perfect. you can be beautiful, handsome, slim, muscular and etc. but think again, is your life perfect? having parents that love you, what about attitude wise, do you have a lot of friends or just friends that are there when times you are happy and disappear when you are in sadness. if you have all, im happy for you.

  • dont deal with false criticism well.
i know who i am and if someone were to falsely criticise me i get very personal. i get sooooo mad and can go berserk. i feel like punching the person's face but its just me that i tend to keep it to myself and let it out in tears. i dont know how to translate my anger into something healthy.

these are some things that i would like to share about me. if i can think of more, i shall share.

had gym training yesterday, was awesome but TIRING!
i understand a new meaning of tired. tired in terms of strength.
OMG!!!~ after an incline light run for 20mins, i had to tone up my legs and arms. had to carry some weights. not that hardcore heavy plates but just the normal 1kg dumbbell. after some sets of weight training for my arm and leg, i was tired, in terms of strength. i realise that i can actually run but not carry anymore weights. i was pushed abit as i wasnt following my diet. ate a lot of junk lately and had to face the consequences.

its hard to make everyone around you happy. all my life, i tried so hard to be a good friend. i guess its just the nature of being human. some who appreciate and others, i dont know how to put it to words. in a harsher tone, others who try to bring you down. not sure of what the reason is. you never understand what im going through and dont add salt to the wound by saying things that you dont understand. i guess life is not about making people around you happy.



i thought there was something special about you that is worth being with. im sorry.


Monday, August 04, 2008
settling down
11:54 PM

Hey!!!~

this is one random post that came out of my mind and i had to blog about it. recently, been going out with my girlfriends. its amazing how the conversation change from normal chatter-ation of HOT guys, to a more serious conversation on settling down.

"OMG, we are turning 20s and still no boyfriend"
"... i dont look for boyfriend, i look for husband"

these are some "interesting" phrases that came out of our serious conversation.

i was amazed that it didnt happened among the girls but also some GREAT guys. shall not mention names. HAHAH!!~ or shall i?!! Hmm...

To bala,
Im glad that you found her. im impress on how you overcome your uncertainty. just so you know, its not easy to get a girl to be comfortable, open, sincere, truthful yet you are still dating her. im sure you know how "beautiful" the feeling is. im happy for you and not to mention missing you too.

To ashik,
GET WELL SOON!!!~ lets spend more time together!!!~ GOD!!~ I miss you dreadfully. LOL!!!~ want to see you botak face!!` LOL!!!~

To helmi and akmal,
when are we going to hang out. its been eon years!!!~ MISS YOU GUYS LOTS!!!~

to my girlfriends (you know who you are),
LETS HANG OUT MORE!!!~ LOL!!!~

*hugs*


Friday, August 01, 2008
heart wrenching moment
12:17 PM

Hey hey hey!!!~

Tuesday, I experience a series of unfortunate events. I was suppose to fast but due to my miscalculation, i had to break my fast. for a first day, it is expected to experience cramps. usually, unbearable cramp comes once in 3-4 months. unfortunately, it had to be on tuesday. most of the time during 3rd meeting, i lie down at the pantry. was sooo unfortunate. my mistake, i took the panadol late and had to suffer a few hours of cramp - waiting for the drug to take effect.

it wasnt just the cramp. have you ever felt that you put in effort to at least achieve the minimum expectation? well, what if you dont get it, even you minimum expectation? how does it makes you feel? GOD!!!~ it made me feel so demoralise!!!` it really hit me hard!!!~ GOD!!!~ they didnt even specify why i deserve to get as such. ARGH!!!~

i took a step back and think again. was it my pms? or was it my feeling of bein a perfectionist? sigh.

took a day off on thursday, went out with the girls. made my day!!!~ ate, talk, talk, talk, walk, walk, talk, talk, talk, decide to pamper ourselves by doing a manicure and pedicure. i did manicure while 2 of them did pedicure. my nails are pink!!~ and its nice!!~ soooo HAPPY!!!~




*my beautiful nails!!!~

Since it was my cheat day, i decide to buy donut at donut factory!!!~


* the white one is my fav!!!~


* this is my fav. with dark choc filling!!!~


*it wouldnt be complete with BK fries!!!~


*and a hearty Coke Zero!!~



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