Its not because of how often you sms, call or even meet each other that tells you how much you love someone. it is how much you try to spent time with them despite your hectic life that tell you how much you love them.

Oh, I learnt new Malay words like “bermastautin” which means migrating and “jingga” which is the colour orange. Thanks to Raihan, Umar and Suhafana. LOL! *they loyar buruk*

Honestly, without trainings, I feel lonely. Been feeling down ever since school ended. Where are you, my happiness? I miss your presence. Please come back to me.

Been watching this malay movie, Cinta, for more than three times. It’s a great show. 5 love stories, one movie. Sounds complicated but actually all the stories amazingly linked and it doesn’t feel like 5 different stories on its own. Love happens not only when they’re young but it can happen when you’re old, love for a wife and love of a sister are portrayed in the movie.

Some quotes that I find meaningful in the movie:

“A wife is not someone you own but a gift from god”

“Sometimes, the person we love most is the hardest to love”

“Spending time with someone you love for a day is more meaningful than spending your whole lifetime with someone you don’t love”

To me, the second quote is the most meaningful. Sometimes you just find it hard to love someone you really, truly love. It is close to impossible to express it. Beyond words, feelings, actions, its exceptional.

To my happiness,

Where’d you do? Loneliness, bleeds me dry.

Please return. Been missing your presence.