Friday, December 04, 2009

real meaning of tiredness

11:46 AM

hey

like finally, i have no school today. sigh. its really no joke when you decide to work and study at the same time. really. its really(1000000x) tiring. Seriously!!!!~
to those who intend to do so, think carefully. you really need a great deal of motivation to go school.
its really hard for me as i have friends to go out with every week. sometimes, i wish to stay home to rest but there are other problems.this is the time having own house is better. but hey, im only soo young to think about it. i apologize to all my friends if i have change a little and not the usually crazy/belo me. im just tired. really. hope you understand. but i'll try my best to not keep quiet.

this feeling of depression is really taking a toll on me. i have no idea why i am feeling as such (if you are wondering,i really dont know). its just a feeling. everything about you, you feel depress about. maybe the tiredness could be the cause of such feeling but who knows.

anyway, i have lots of things i want to do but seriously no time. New Moon is out and i HAVE NOT watch it yet. how can that be right? im sooo looking forward to it and here i am. -___-"
Couple's Retreat is another show i really want to know the ending of the show. its interesting, at least to me. read the newspaper, somerset shopping mall is up. with this schedule of mine, i wonder when will i ever get to enjoy myself without having the tired feeling. heard Ninja's Assasin is good but im not into in right now. now, im into this drama IRIS. same concept i guess but in terms of the actor, yeah IRIS is better.(way better,no offence.its a bias comment.if you know what i mean.)

Monday, November 30, 2009

HECTIC!!!!~

11:52 AM

hey

this week is going to be hectic for me. i have school almost everyday except for friday. OMG!!!!~ Madness!!!!~

Medical microbiology today.
Developing professional skill II tomorrow.
Immunology Wednesday
DSP II L2 Thursday

WAH!!!!~

just have to persevere i guess. after that, i have a degree.
anw, all this strees-ing things i manage to like update myself with some BIG BANG stuff.... especially T.O.P!!!!~

i was watching the drama on Sunday when i came across this song in the scene. i was like "eh, tt sound like taeyang... eh GD... T.O.P !!!!!~ omg!!! wad song is this?" i inanely ask my bro. HAHAH!! what a thing to ask.. Korean song --> brother??? LOL!!!~ he --> indon song then correct... hahaha KOREAN song... LOL!!! so i effortfully go search up and manage to find the song.

i like the beat... its soooo nice... its sooo addictive..

i like the part when TOP sang
"Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete"
its sooo "sick"... if you know what i mean. LOL!!!!

well, the word hallelujah was kinda -_-"
but the song had nuffin to do with the word. the song was about the drama.

Taeyang]
Hallelujah, I'm falling, I'm falling, falling
Within those collapsed buildings (yeah)
Hallelujah (yes) I'm falling (yes), I'm falling, falling

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete
no doubt

GD]
Those empty streets at dawn
I'm a special agent but I still failed
I only move by the commands and I am that type of soldier
Don't touch me
Big Bang is a dynamite
Boom! Throwaway your life along with the sound
Thumbs up for finishing the mission
Love is a luxury for people like us
Coldblooded and zero emotions, that's the rule.

TOP]
That was a strong drink and now the memories are deleted
Today's allies becomes tomorrow's foes
Right under my nose there's trust and betrayal
Then there's the cold question
Don't ask me, test me, just blast it!
Why can't I have a normal life
Why can't I have you, it's too late for me
because I lost the control and that's my fate.
And I can't guarantee it 24/7

Taeyang]
Hallelujah, I'm falling, I'm falling, falling
Within those collapsed buildings there's (TOP in the building!),
Hallelujah (yes) I’m falling (yes), I’m falling, falling

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete

TOP]
Gunshot echoes but at the same time
Papers of life goes swoosh like the wind
I snatch everything away like a poker game
Then I want to regain my power back with my pokerface
Son, yo! If you can't avoid it then enjoy it
Hide your beating heart and breath
It's not all or nothing, so go ahead and call on it
I'm the man TOP, go on and stop.

GD]
Like a lonely hyena searching for a prey
If you are expecting for adequate then you better shut up and go to heller
With that half baked trap, catch me if you can
I will mess around with your head on the stand
we so fly, goodbye my fellas
burn those memories in the fire
Get careless then there will a gun aimed at you

Taeyang]
Hallelujah, I'm falling, I'm falling, falling
Within those collapsed building there's (GD in the building!),
Hallelujah (yes) I'm falling (yes), I'm falling, falling

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete
no doubt

Taeyang]
I scream then I pray for plain truth
and off to the sky I go

The waves of miracle pushes
and carries me then it looses me.

Hallelujah, I'm falling, I'm falling, falling
Within those collapsed buildings there's (Taeyang in the building!),
Hallelujah (yes) I'm falling (yes), I'm falling, falling

GD]
Shimmy, shimmy yo
1,2 steps, action
mission complete
no doubt

credits:
wanderlove @ soompi [Romanize Lyrics]
BKJSuh @ soompi [Translations]
Source: http://music.mnet.com/ArtistAlbum/AlbumInf...?AlbumID=185613

apart from that, i came across taeyang singles

WHERE YOU AT

this song is super nice especially the where u at part... NICE!!!! well, if im not wrong, the song is about teayang finding his girl and he will be there or something. wow, if only its me. *daydreaming* LOL!!!~

Translations

I even don't know your name, girl
but I will get you somehow
just got let me know where you at
cuz your man's coming

It's as if you know me just from the first glance
When I saw that familiar smile of yours
My footsteps stopped as well

baby,
Time flies by with a blink of an eye
But I remember those feelings from that moment
Anyhow it feels insecure
So can I try it again

When I turn around to see you again
You are only getting farther

Day n Night
High n Low
Today I am on this spot again
so I can search for you

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

I just wanna know if you feel the same, (Where u at? Where u at?)
Please tell me right now
So I can start my love
I just wanna know if you feel the same, (Where u at? Where u at?)
where u at, girl

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Someday when I am called
You will notice that I am already standing beside you

It's as if you understand my loneliness
Those expressions of yours is unforgettable
You know how I feel

Uh, then I wake up in my zone
Blink twice n you are gone

Perhaps you are having a hard time like I'm
If this cold world
Collides and tires you out
Please wait until I can meet you

No matter how much I run to find you
You are only getting farther

Day n Night
High n Low
As usual, today I am
Over the skies and shouting towards your path

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Please tell me right now
So my love can start
where u at, girl

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Someday when I am called
You will notice that I am already standing beside you

Let me break this down
Somewhere today
You, who might be listening to this song
I would like to say that I'll promise you right now that
You were meant for me, so I will be there for you

I just wanna know where u at
where u at
where u at
where u at

Tell me right now
So my love can start

I just wanna know
where u at
where u at
where u at

Someday when I am called
You will notice that I am already standing beside you
I will be standing here....

credits: BKJSuh @ soompi
WEDDING DRESS

this is another song. SUPER sad... OMG!!!! i mean you have been together for quite sometime and you are afraid to express you love towards her. in the end, your close friend propose to YOUR girl what do you feel??? omg, its really sad and unforgiving towards yourself.

here is a message to guys out there who is shy to express themselves.
if you love someone and you are shy or feels that expressing your love to someone you love is "uncool"??? think again, would you rather sacrifice your pride or the person you love? you can only love one person in your entire life. can you bear see her with someone else? for your pride,i mean you will find it worthwhile having to love and be love when you sacrifice it. i mean,you might look silly or talk a little funny when you are nervous or hiding something, we are not going to eat you or be harsh on you. all we can do is laugh a little but not to make you feel bad, just amaze to see the other side or you that we never see before and we do appreciate. when you look back, you will laugh at yourself too, trust me. but hey its an experience to talk about when you are together.so guys, just go for it if you think in your heart she is the right one for you. =)
all the best.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Big Bang

10:48 AM

声をきかせて - Let Me Hear Your Voice

na na na na na oh! oh~
sa ra ki ma de no a me wa mo u a ga te
a su fa ru to ta da yo u ma chi no ni yo
ne so chi mo mu ha re te ru yo ne
ni shi ka ra ka i fu ku su ru te
a sa wa ni ga te na ki mi da ka ra ne
ma in ichi chan o to o ki ra re te ru ka i
so na ko to i ma da ni shi in pa i shi te ru yo

hi ro ga ru so ra wa sou ji yu u de
na ni mo ka wa te na i ke re do
to na ri ni i ma wa ta da ta da ki mi ga i na i da ke

ko we o ki ka se te
su na o ni na re ba ki to
wa ka ri wa e ru ha zu sa
ko ko ro wo hi ra i te
ko we wo ki ka se te wa ru i te ki ta mi chi wa
bo ku ta chi ni to te ki to
ta i se tsu na STEP su sa
so no mi ra i ye no

kimi to ha ji me te de a ta no wa sou
cho u do i ma ku ra i no ki set su da ta ne
rai to wa pu shi ta ma chi na mi ga
ki re i ni ka ga ya i te a
na ki mu shi na ki mi wa a re ka ra yo ku
bo ku no ka ta ni o de ko wo no ke te
na i te ta ne so no no u mo ri i
mu sho ni fu re ta ku na ru

nin wa da re de mo so re zo re ni
na ya mi wo da ka e te i ki ru ko wa re
sou na ko ko ro wo hi shi ni da ki shi me te

ko e wo ki ka se te
ya sa shi ku nai ba mo to
a i shi a e ru ha zue sa
me wo so ra sa na i de
ko e wo ki ka se te
ka ra mi tsu ku fu an mo
sa bi shi sa mo ko e te yo ko
u i ma no ko no kimi mo chi ga
ki zu na ni na ru Yo Since you went away hasn't been
the same In my heart all I got is pain Could it be
that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night while
love shines bright Cant let you go we're meant forever
baby let me know This past without you, Can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me Raining on
me missing you touch Nights get long and it's hard
to clutch We're apart breaks my heart Its all for the
best girl you're my world In time my love unfolds
He will then wait for you girl

ko we o ki ka se te
su na o ni na re ba ki to
wa ka ri a e ru ha zu sa
ko ko ro wo hi ra i te
ko we wo ki ka se te
a ru i te ki ta mi chi wa
bo ku ta chi ni to te ki to
ta i set su na STEP su sa
so no mi rai he no

Credits: Amazesing@Youtube

Translation :

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west
Since youre not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
Im still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that its only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
Well be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
Well be able to love each other
Dont turn away from my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Lets get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasnt been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I cant maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go were meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Cant forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and its hard to clutch
Were apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl youre my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
Well be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

Source : iBigbang Fansite
Credits to : alee@iBigbang Fansite & Aznrepublic12@Youtube
Thanks to : CarepJan & YGentertainment

SUPER PISSSSSSSSSSSSSEDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9:36 AM

i really cant tolerated people not doing their work properly. i mean come on, if you have a problem fix it right?? i was given a final reminder for parking illegally. come on!!!! i wouldnt do that unless im force to!!! even if i park illegally, i dont OBSTRUCT the freaking walkway!!!! super pissed!!! come on give me a break!!! i was soooo UNSATISFIED i went to the the security office and created an uproar.. HAHAHA! i wish!!! i just came there with the choice of words that are normal but with an aggresive tone. lucky this bugger manage to give suggestion if he said go park somewhere, i soooo going to explode!!! i mean by nature im a nice person but when you suggest me STUPID/ILLOGICAL/NO BENEFIT idea you are really asking for it!!!! lucky he suggest if there is really no parking, write a note and leave a contact no. for them to call. it sounds logical and at least he made an effort to help. THANK GOD!!!!

i mean come on, there are complains regarding this before. there was this lady riding super four she was sooo mad she even complain. there is a history of complains and you are not doing anything! come on!!!! what the F*^$ are you doing!!!! i mean you are a PATHETIC SECURITY GUARD go move your LAZY BIG LIPID-FILLED ASS to work. do some good/WORK!!!!

SOOOOOOO PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

12:07 PM

hey

2nd day of school today. immunology. im exhausted actually,but must go on.
the 1st day was okay, it was a little awkward.we are used to laptop and now books and pen??? i even forgot how to take down notes. LOL!!!~

anw, i came across this song, Two is Better than One by Boys like girls ft Taylor swift..

nice song, nice lyrics. but this video is great. the person actually put pictures that reflects the song which was brilliant. it makes you appreciate love more. the song itself made an impact,adding the pics was like icing on the cake. but seriously, to those who are attached,do appreciate your love ones. you never know when it might be over.

Monday, November 23, 2009

woohooo!!!~ personalise pic!!!

12:18 PM

HEY HEY HEY!!!~

omg! im excited that im back, like finally i have some spare time to actually blog again!!!~

weehoo!!!

anw, personalise pic, my edition... cool shucks!!!~

LOL!!!~ beginner still..

yea.. i really hope i can blog again.

anw, 2dae i officially start school!!!~ weee!!!~ oh yea, this semester i only have like 2 modules. immunology and medical microbiology. which i studied before.forgot one more module, developing professional skill 2.. hahah i wonder wad they do in dps1.. LOL!!! nevertheless... my hectic life starts today!!!~

Sunday, January 25, 2009

It was a blast!!!~

1:51 PM

Hey Hey Hey!!!~

Saturday, which was yesterday, had my Graduation High Tea at Megu, Singapore Flyer.
Well, my day started out waking up and went to my brother's house at Pasir Ris. My sister-in-law helping me do my hair and make-up. LOL!!!~
Me, make-up? Yeap. =)
At her house there were her sister's family and I felt a little awkward but hey, she's my sis too as for now.

OMG, I HAVE A SISTER!!!~ LOL!!!~

At around 12.30pm, started to dress up and sis help me apply my make-up and did something to my hair.
After much style, decide that i just wear hairband.LOL!!!~
Took the cab to Singapore Flyer and meet Yusra and Pedos upon arrival.
Took lots of pics and try enjoy the party.

I made Yusra birthday gift. I didnt know what to get her for her birthday.
Then, i had a flash back at the time we browse through book at Kinokuniya, Bugis.
"The Gift of Nothing is everything"
Not that i didnt buy her anything, instead i made her something. Since its her 20th Birthday, i made her 20 origami, 5 hearts, 5 cranes, 5 butterfly and 5 fishes. Moreover, i had this small bottle with her name and mine on it. I really hope she liked it.

Back to the party, Pedos and myself planned a birthday surprised for her. One of the party occasion was a birthday celebration. The MC called out the names of the birthday people and she cant believe her name was called. She kept asking me "Did they call my name? You sure?"
OMG, it was hilarious!!!~
She was sooo paisey that she cant speak properly. LOL!!!~
After the birthday singing and all and she had settled down, one of the facilitator was singing "Right Here Waiting for You" and we sang a bit and I gave her the present. She went "OMG!!!~ "
i think she was sooo touch that she wanted to cry then i told her "Nice right, the song and everything? LOL!!!~" She was speechless and hug me. When she opened it and read the small card that i wrote "The Gift of Nothing" She went was like "OMG!!!~" i wonder how many omg she said that day!!!~ It was a blast!!!!~

After the whole event ended. We went our seperate ways. Yusra had to be early as she is celebrating her birthday with her family. Pedos, well, sent ehem2 home. Me, meet ashik, bala, asmin and jasman and spent the whole night catching up...

Sigh. Im so going to miss them lots...

This is a special message for Yusra and Firdaus.
Guys!!!~ Thanks for making my RP learning journey a memorable one.
I really appreciate your companionship and the times we hangout together.
I'll never forget them. This wouldnt be the last for us, i hope. Do keep in touch.
Yusra - the trip to NUH, LOL!!!~ Was really amazing. I got lost having my bestie around. You were soo brave even though you didnt know where we were. I was soo panicky that i was afraid i couldnt get us there. Its been amazing even though i teared. LOL!!~
Oh, not forgetting our karaoke session only the 2 of us. LOL!!!~
Firdaus - you never fail to make us laugh in class with your crazy acts/joke. everytime with you would always be fun and laughter. its funny when you "fight" with yusra because a plant life is in danger. LOL!!!~ It get smashed to be exact. LOL!!!~
Lets sing PUSPA and I Kissed a Girl together!!!~

<3 mary

Thursday, January 22, 2009

FINALE!!!~

5:36 PM

HEY HEY HEY!!!~

OMG!!!~
Its like finally here.
When you know that tomorrow is a new day.
No more 14/16 week class, RJ, Quiz, Peer/Self Evaluation and UT!!!~

Look at what I wrote for my quiz!!!~ LOL!!!~

Today's class is Patient Care under Betsy!!!~
What we did the whole day???

1st meeting - Class resume as normal. With our PDT.

1st Breakout - Yusra and myself were playing spot the difference at Facebook while thinking of what to do for Presentation.
Some games popped - Wheel of fortune??? Telephone number game??? and finally we decided
TREASURE HUNT!!!~ LOL!!!~
Yusra and myself were thinking of the places that we wanted to hide our clue.
Firdaus and Clarice were thinking of the questions to answer for the quiz.
By 1st breakout, we were done with all that.
Yusra accompanied me to Civic to but Tom Yam Fishballs for the class party!!!~
At the same time, the class was preparing for Yusra birthday surprise.

2nd meeting - We came back with the balls and Betsy gift (Starbuck cup and TEA!!!~)
When we came back, everything was normal except that Clarice was missing.
Betsy distracted Yusra for awhile when Clarice enter the door we started to sing Birthday song to Yusra loudly!!!~
She was sooo shocked!!!~ Her face had this sign "What's going on???" LOL!!!~ HILARIOUS!!!~

2nd breakout and 3rd meeting - Lots of eating and eating!!!~ we played games design by each team. Charade and Broken Tv game. LOL!!!~ The day ended well, lots of hugs and misses!!!~
=...)

Top 3 people I'm going to miss in class...
Yusra
Firdaus
Zahirah

Part of RJ question: Are you ready to step into the real working world or is this a stepping stone to your higher education?
Am I ready? Well, to be honest, I’m not. I felt that my
school life has not ended yet. I always felt that
tomorrow there is going to be another day. However, as
for today, there isn’t. Tomorrow is a new day and a
beginning of a new life. It is going to take me sometime
to adapt to the fact that I’ve done with my diploma.

Pixy!!!~

* Patient Care, Betsy!!!~

* Haematology, Sahana!!!~

* Diagnostic Imaging

And of course Firdaus and his crazy-ness