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Monday, April 30, 2007
'purely random
11:55 PM

this is purely random.

we are at the library, supposedly to revise but end up craping. LOL!!!~
what do you expect, soooo stressed out with studies. year two can really bleed you dry.

what do you feel like doing/eating/craving at that particular point of time???
bala: mee goreng at Johore
asmin: karaoke-ing
nina: eating plain chocolate ice-cream

me: eating seafood
*utterly randomness*

IVP is nearing and i've been experienceing alot of injuries which started to worry me for the first time. i've sprained my ankle twice in a day, new record, blue black patches around my left leg. recently i fell off my bed and hit something hard on the floor, CHEEK first. now i have a huge blue black patch on it. *sigh*

alot been going on and i hardly have time to rest. i just dont know what is stoping me. i thought i was doing great. when i started to think again, im actually not. i put in sooo much effort, time and made lots of sacrifices that affect my life tremendously. YET, now im giving up??? am i?? why am i feeling this?? it shouldnt have crossed my mind, not now. why now??? *sigh*

this thursday there will be sparring session and a so-called selection for sparring category in IVP. i have to admit, im SERIOUSLY not prepared. in the first place how would i know im prepared. GOD!!~ this is really killing me. once a friend told me, you dont have passion for this but why do you still give effort. honestly, i have NO IDEA.

i seriously need REST!!!!~
can i???
1 month to IVP...

please give me the strength that i need to overcome these ordeals. i barely have the faith to carry on.


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