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Cheryl has gone crazy; I feel that she has contracted a disease call “mad lamb disease”. She should be vaccinated. Please help me find a good experience doctor that can cure her disease. That was pure randomness. I just thought of it when I was doing my RJ. Sun: I turn on my old laptop because I wanted to transfer some files. Well, I came across a lot of bitter sweet memories while I was browsing through my files. I saw some old pictures that made me smile. I too found some old conversation that I saved for sentimental memories and it proved to be sentimental. All those words used and the conversation “we” had been indescribably. I would like to take this opportunity to thank “you” for all the things you’ve done and the time “we” spent together. Thank You. * I changed my desktop background to this * I miss being around you guys. =…) IVP is nearing and I have my category. Im in duo artistic performance with Nina and Im in Class C Category for Olahraga, which is fighting. Im not sure if u want to fight. I just don’t have the confidence to do so. Apart from that, I do not posses the right skill and techniques yet. Speaking of IVP, my training is on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Its like 5 times a week and my dad sarcastically said “Why not the whole week?” Honestly, it wasn’t my fault that I was in Martial Arts. Sigh. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
konbanwa
Lately, i have been very upset with the grades im getting compared to last semester. Is it because of the working environment or is it just because i've change to become lazy or just cant be bothered. all i know is that im always looking forward to skipping school but always have nowhere in mind where to go or who to keng school with. im just upset with myself for having such a behaviour. well, the semester is ending and im trying hard to achieve at least a GPA of >3. *Insyaallah
My allergy is not even close to alleviate. i have avoid alot of food such as seafood and eggs but it seems that it gets "itchy-er" by the day. went to the doctor again and he said in some medical term which actually refers some kind of bug. @*&% i have a parasite on my body. he gave me this lotion to apply on and more medicine. *i feel like a sick child or am i really a sick child. =(
i wonder what made me this way. i was fine and this had to happened. at 1st it was urticaria which shocked the hell out of most people when i had a fever that reaches to 39.8 or 38.9 degree Celsius, all i know it was close to 40 degree Celsius. apart from that, the cause was partly due to emotional stress - i cant believe it. *i guess at times, i try so hard to overcome my obstacles that i dont realise im imperiling my well-being*
IVP is coming and i have no clue to what i want to do. honestly, i dont agree to sparring. i just had to because i just want to make my school proud and get medal that would be beneficial in the future. i like artistic but i just dont like doing solo. i prefer in groups or duo. i dont know what to do. further more, am i even choosen? i just dont have the commitment like i used to have. it just fades away as time passes. i just feel like im doing it for the sake of making a group of people happy. *why do i have this feelings?
Personal notes:
*sometimes i feel like staying in the hospital for i cant bear the infuriating itch*
*my interaction with others may be customary as i have be au feit with my façade*
*caring for people makes me happy*
*loving him makes me strong*
=...)
Friday, January 19, 2007
science is a bitch...
that is what i think. seriously, i dont blame the problem crafter but its the facilitator. well, if you were to ask any of my classmates they'll say things like this too. she just tries so hard to be funny but actually we find it lame. whenever this happens she laughs to herself. *ULTIMATE LAMENESS* i shall not talk about her cause its ethically and morally wrong. *LOL*
lets see what happened...
oh, its been ages since i spar. i was punched at my chin and my pinky finger on my right hand hurts. it still hurts now. well, im not a fighter so dont blame me.
ok now is serious, on the 12 Jan 2007... it was...
MY 7th MONTHSARY!!!!
*we called it monthsary because anniversary is in years*
*pic of the day
its been awhile since i meet up with dearie. we can only meet once a week so everytime we meet is very special. yeah!~
and i want to say that our relationship is special!!!!~ XP
Monday, January 08, 2007
Konnichiwa!!! It’s been awhile since I update my blog. My home wireless internet was shut off. Now, I have to use cable modem. The problem is I don’t have the driver. -_- Due to this, I have not been actively online. LOL! Even if I’m in school, I wouldn’t have the time to update because I would be busy doing my work. LOL! *Hey, what do you expect if you want to succeed in the future* (‘*,) The only way to update my blog is to write my entry in Microsoft Words and publish it when I’m in school. This is what I’m trying to do so that I would at least update my blog which is now collecting dust. LOL! To all my dear readers, I’m sorry. It will be a long entry so… here goes… Let me re-cap on what had happen during the past few days. *Thinking… and Thinking… I just started working, well, it just the training. I’m working at SATS Inflight Cathering Centre 1.Its a company that works with That Sunday, after my work training, I cane home and did some cleaning in my room. My dad wanted to make parquet flooring and I had to make sure I don’t obstruct the workers with my things. I cleared all my secondary school stuff and found some sweet memories. I found my class photo from secondary 1 all the way to secondary 4. I had to stop my cleaning and spent some time viewing the pictures. I too found pictures of my cooking for my Food & Nutrition O’ Level practical test. Looking at it, it made me hungry. *Hey, I’m a good cook alright.* As I browse through, I found pictures of me & Nur at After the cleaning, I when to throw away the junk at the proper place. I had to go down and drag it to the BIG garbage centre, every neighbourhood has it. *At least I made some effort to dispose it properly, unlike some Singaporeans who blatantly dispose large furnisher at the lift landing. So inconsiderate!!!* Oh yeah, I also found some of “Yours Truly” artwork. It was my secondary 1 and 2 artwork. Please spent some time to appreciate it. LOL!!!
