{Underneath the Stars.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

' appreciate

7:25 PM

konnichiwa

i realised something about life. its obvious that you cant go through what you went through today. it may be controversial but if you really look at it again, its never the same. for some of us, you may say that everyday is like a routine. but its actually not.

apart from the difference in the day, we are actually ageing even by a second. it may sound ridiculous but we are. we only feel it when our birthday's come. besides, the things you experience in school today may not be the same as tomorrow. sometimes its terrific, sometimes its terrible.

it is not much about ageing or experiencing the ups & downs of life. its more on appreciating it.
sometimes we took things for granted, thinking that we would live the next day. later then i realised, its not like it seems to be. one day, i would wake up being 66 years old or i wouldnt wake up at all. demo, appreaciate the significance of the day because tomorrow, it wouldnt be the same.

it is just a random entry. not referring to anyone. just a reflection on life. this may be a cliché but i find it meaningful, "Live life to the fullest"

Ja ne~

Listening to: The Last Song by X-Japan

Saturday, October 28, 2006

' just a normal saturday

3:12 PM

konnichiwa!!!

its a Saturday yet im at home. Superb!!! i dont mind that much though. yesterday i went out till 10plus at night so its fair that i stay home this saturday.

watch DEATH NOTE with dear. Supposed to be with another 2 friends but they couldnt make due to last minute adjustment. Nevertheless, the show was G.R.E.A.T. i didnt expect it to be kind of funny and SUBARASHII!!! Compared to Kira & L, i honestly, no doubt prefer L, hes gorgeous and the biting of the thumb, reminds me of someone *the person im referring to should know who*

oh yah!! im supposed to talk about Cheryl. Haha.

Cheryl thought i was Chinese and she was disappointed to found out that im not. Haha.
*joking*

Cheryl loves me!!
*i hope you do, if not, i dont know what to say* =...(

Cheryl likes KAME.

Cheryl perfers Yamapi & Toma instead of Yamapi & Jin.
*i know you are jealous because Kame would be alone without Jin XP*

Cheryl - hysteric
*i may not know the significant of it*

Hmmm... what else...

i guess that is about it. see cheryl, im promoting you. Haha. i linked her, do visit her blog. =)

thats all about cheryl.

let me show you some pics. so it wouldnt be a boring entry.

This is my 2nd brother. He is trying to be funny. We were on the back of a truck when i snapped this.

Sady, mine, Yen ching shoes!!! Cool~

My new hp accessories. KAWAII~

Thursday, October 19, 2006

' sibei sian

9:25 PM

私は科学を憎む。

If you are wondering what it means, GO FIND IT YOURSELF. there is internet to help you. sigh. physic?? do i look like i study it? sian!!!

For the past week, i wasnt performing like i always did. i wonder what when wrong. i guess, at times i stressed myself too much that i cant handle it myself.

suddenly i dont feel like watchin Princess Hours.its on youtube & im not in the mood to watch each part.the loading and the waiting kills me. it is very irritating when at times the youtube can load properly and hence, the show was cut. IRRITATING!!!

Jealousy attacks. Koda Kumi, a hottie!!! Hmm.

i admit that she is one hottie. i didnt want to put up other "photos" of her, if you know what i mean. if not then dont bother asking.

Oh, btw, this is my little nephew name... ermm (pretend i didnt say that)
Okay! i forgot what is his name.
=....(
Nevertheless, hes a very chubby little fella.

And these people are my MCG mates!! Wee!!
Oh yah, i wore baju kurong because i had this Iftar and i had to usher people and help here and there.

okay im off!!

oyasuminasai!!!

<3 dear,penguin eh?? ooppss!!
<3 'miyata

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

' welcome back

3:36 PM

Hey!!

i know its been awhile i never update. i've been busy with my school. now, i seldom use my laptop at home, except doing RJ. Compare my schedule before fasting month and now, i've been very busy DURING fasting month. Or is it that its fasting month and you'll get tired very tired easily.

nuffin much has happened. just that i am a month longer in terms of my relationship. i feel good coz up till now, we had not been arguing that much. still communcating like usual. learning to compromise and understand each other better. it felt good to be loved. you never know what you can accomplish and overcome.

nevertheless, nuffin much had happen. training and tutorin will keep me busy. im glad i serve a purpose to people whos in need. =)

anyway, i just finish watchin 1 litre of tears, a japanese drama. its a great drama. its a very sad show trying to tell us about the suffering of a teenage girl whos suffering from an incurable diesease.the pain she when through and that much courage she had overcoming her life. even the simplest thing like eating, she struggles as she would chocked on it if she takes big bites. her sickness is slow yet progressing. to put it in a harsh way, shes suffering a slow death. not inherited. the cause of it is unknown. she just had it, god's will. she had had no future. the sweetest part was a guy really likes her yet she cant repay back the love he gave her. all he did was support her till the end. how amazing can that be despite receiving a "love" letter from her saying that she doesnt want to meet him anymore. its a good drama. made me realise how important time is. not everyone have the privillage to live the next day without having to be any worst.

with that, i wpould really appreaciate if we all start to bein selfless and start caring for people, starting with our family. =)

oyasuminasai...